let you go

kaya ko ba, kaya ko ba makita kang kasama ng iba?

oo, kasi mahal kita eh. yun ang constantly ko natututunan ngayon. pagmahal mo ang isang tao kaya mo sila palayain kaya mo tanggapin kung wala na talaga.

we both deserve better, nagmmake sense ba yun? deserve mo someone na kayang suklian lahat ng efforts mo and kung paano ka magmahal and deserve ko naman ng someone na kaya akong intindihin at respetuhin at mahalin na walang hinihingi na kapalit

di ko pa siguro nakikita ngayon na baka tayo nga para sa isa't-isa pero kasi naniniwala ako na kung meant ka sa isang tao, i mean kung plano ng Diyos yun for you hindi kayo magkakasalisi ever. sa isa't-isa lang din kayo hahatong.

ayaw ko magsorry sa nararamdaman ko ngayon ((refer previous blogpost)) pero sa ngayon ayaw ko talaga malayo ako kay God. and sa tingin ko yung actions natin together, napapalayo ako sa kanya. there is no one more important than GOD. Siya lang. So di ako papayag na maulit ang pagkakamali ko kahit paulit ulit na itong nangyayari. Nasasaktan ko Siya everytime ginagawa ko yun kaya pinuputol ko na ang ugnayan na ito kasi kkay God ako nakasandal at ayaw ko ng saktan pa siya dahil mahal na mahal ko siya at mahal niya ako at dun ako sure. Bring me closer to HIM not away.

respeto naman oh

I'm super annoyed right now. When will this ever stop? Isn't respecting important when you love someone? This is all so useless. Why have I been so blind. I'm so fed up and sick with everything,with convincing myself that you changed.

You are so good with your words,but what about your actions. I feel as if everything is just a front.

I'm sorry but I give up. I'm letting you go. I don't want to talk you anymore.

Testing, testing. I'm just suggesting, you and I, might just be the best thing.

*disregard the title, i just want something that sounded cute*

Hello. I have been in the blogging world for quite sometime but I never really gotten the chance to "keep" a blog. For reasons: a) I have school b) I'm really lazy.

But for the sake of self discovery and self expression this *personal blog* shall be maintained.